So after a couple of days of constant prayer and meditation, I am doing much better. I was able to fix a little bit of the damage that was done and my elemental  and communicational pathways are coming back to normal, but I still feel a bit woozy when I work, especially in meditation and communication. My left eye also went blind while I was trying to reconnect with the Neteru. I don't have a real explanation for that piece, but I am going to try again tonight to see if it happens again. I felt and responded to Geb and Sutekh last night, so that's a start. The only difference I noticed was when I did my main Tarot deck with the formation I have used the most.

I still had a bunch of Major Arcana, like I always do, but the ones I got were different. I used to get mainly The Priestess, The High Empress, The Fool, The Devil, and The Moon in different variations and at different times. This time I got Temperance, The Hermit, The Lovers, The Stars, and I got The Hierophant as the symbol of my inner side that balances and harmonises myself. I was incredibly surprised, because these cards never really popped up before and this was the first time that half of the reading was the Major Arcana and the other half was the Minor. The reading made sense with my state of mind, and maybe that just means that there is a transition between the old and the new. I think I will update more often now that I am treading in different territory, especially since it has only been recently that I have been in the presence of the Neteru themselves.