Wow, I read my post and after the fact....Stang I was pissy, but I did feel like I was messed with on different levels and I don't know why. Oh well, I'll see in a few days if I have been able to fix anything. I already feel that I have fixed a little as far as my ability to use my assorted Tarot decks. I posted that passage mainly so that the sources, who I will not name get the message no matter what. I thank MoonSong and Starlyteflyte for their support, I didn't think that many would listen or want to listen to my ranting and raving. I may be a little unfair to the parties involved, it may sound worse than it is, but I am a beginner in many ways and my naivete at this time really caused me to pay in many ways. Hopefully in the coming days I will have a better time with everything since school is out and I don't have hours at work until next week. It will give me time to recuperate and deal with everything.