There is an important statement I would like to everyone who is paying attention, or it pertains to. Due to one of my after-echoes as I call them, I have decided to pursue further in my spiritual path away from my current influences. I refuse to be someone's “pet project” in creating a coven where my heart and beliefs don't lie, and connect with a group of people whom I don't know nor care to feel for. I refuse to incorporate elements that have no place and screw up my newly formed connections as a “quasi-student”. I have forgotten my path and it has come back to bite me in the ass.

There are a couple of people I will reconnect with in hopes of fixing the damage I allowed on myself. I will be walking as solo as I can, save for a few past and new found individuals, all of whom I have rudely cast aside in the recent past. I appreciate the jumps forward I have been given, however I have something to do with them also. If I had not allowed myself to have been blind to my lack of growth, I would not have had the troubles I have been having. I allowed my sense of beliefs become twisted with trying to make a match with those around me. From here on out, if I am contacted I will only answer to those who do not fit in to the above categories.

This may make me a bitch, but I will take charge of my own path. I will not let anyone else get to me. There is no other way, because I will not choose any other way. Until next time for some.